**Subject matter in this article may be a trigger for depression, suicide & self-harm.**
This is a post I have been thinking about for a while but couldn’t decide if I wanted to actually write it. Writing about my physical illness is hard enough, but my mental status feels even more intimate. Can I make myself even more vulnerable than I already have? Can I say anything that would be helpful to anyone else, or will this just be an outlet for me? These are important questions to ask because although I get to let my feelings out in this blog I want to do it in a way that helps others. So, let’s look at the connection between fibromyalgia and mental health.
First, we must accept that Fibromyalgia and mental health is one of those “chicken and the egg” types of categories.
My History of Depression
I have suffered from depression for a very long time, possibly my whole life. I was always a shy child and often felt alone. As a teenager, my depression went to a very dark place. The depression was so debilitating that I couldn’t even feel it anymore. I turned to cut myself, just to feel something. Granted the feeling was pain, but at the time it seemed better than numbness.
With the help of my mother and a therapist, I was able to pull myself out of the darkness. However, it would not be the last time I would go there. I have been so depressed that I thought dying would be better than my current despair. Thankfully I never took that step. When I had my first child, I think I suffered postpartum depression but was so used to feeling depressed that I didn’t realize I needed help. In this case, my beautiful daughter was the one that pulled me out from that darkness (not sure she even knows that).
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My Fibromyalgia & Mental Health
This last year has been my first huge fibro flare (since diagnosis in 2014) that I have had the worst time overcoming. Depression and fibro feel so similar sometimes that it’s hard for me to tell which one is affecting me. They both make my body, mind, and spirit hurt. The pain feels like I have heavy rocks strapped to my body and I’ve been thrown in a body of water. At first, I fight it, but then I get so tired, so overwhelmed, I just let it take over me.
Fibromyalgia Cure New Series
Both these subjects Fibromyalgia and Mental Health mean so much to me since they affect me so personally. Thanks to social media I understand that I am not the only one fighting these battles. For this reason, the mingling of these subjects will now be a series on this blog. You can come here to find comfort and support and hopefully some answers. I will continue to tell my story and the story of others. I will also be reaching out to professionals for answers. If you would like to share your story or have questions you would like me to ask and find the answers please send me a private message. You can do so under the contact me tab in the menu, or leave a comment below.
Please do not feel alone. If this post has triggered you in any way, please reach out to me. I am listing the national suicide line here for support as well. Always seek the help of a professional in an emergency.
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National Suicide Prevention Line: Call 1-800-273-8255
Crisis Text Hotline: 741741
**I am not a physician and this post along with any of my posts is not intended as medical or mental health advice. Please seek the help of a professional if you are experiencing any physical or mental illnesses.
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